How Porn Convinced Me Sexual Assault Was My Fault

Friday, October 16, 2015

I am sharing this in hopes that it helps someone. There are many ways pornography has affected my life, this is just one of the ways. I like to focus on all my blessings (of which I have many); however, every now and then there is something I feel very strongly about that may not be as pleasant or comfortable to talk about. However, often those unpleasant things are the very things that need to be talked about most. This is one of those things. Way too many people tiptoe around the subject of pornography, and that fear of speaking out is enhancing the amount of porn-caused pain in the world drastically. We need to stop being afraid to talk. By sharing this story, I am very publicly saying that I am not afraid to open my mouth and declare that porn is evil, porn is dangerous, and porn kills love.   

The first time I really saw porn was when I was 17. 

I say "really" because it was the first time I saw it on purpose. 

In a desperate attempt to understand something that was done to me, I found porn. I never in a million years thought I would watch a porn video, but at the time it seemed like the only thing I could do.

His words, "You are supposed to like this" ran through my head over and over again as I typed. I didn't like it, I said it hurt, I said I wanted him to stop, and he said I was 'supposed' to like it?

I continued to type....

"Do girls like _____"

"Is ______ supposed to feel good?"

"Is something wrong with me if _____ hurts?"

With each search I conducted, my heart broke a little more. I hoped that someone out there on the vast internet world would tell me I didn't have to like _____ or that its okay if I don't want _____. I wish somewhere I found something that said that there was absolutely nothing wrong with me if the very thought of him made me want to throw up. But article after article, page after page, I was told people liked to be touched like that, and treated like this. 

This can't be true, I told myself. It's just words, people can say anything, that doesn't mean what they say is true. I wanted so badly for it to be a lie.

That's when I came upon the video.

Maybe if I saw it happening to someone else, maybe then I could see the truth in their eyes. It's hard to hide the truth if I look at their eyes, right?

I clicked play, and watched those girls faces, hoping that at some point I would see pain, at some point I would see fear, and at some point I would know that they didn't like it either. 

But all I saw was pleasure. 

I slammed my computer screen shut and sobbed. 

There WAS something wrong with me... not him... it was me, I knew it now. He said it, the internet said it, those girls showed it, and I believed it. I wouldn't have fought it if I had liked it the way I was supposed too. 

That one video set me on a very painful downward spiral. It was one thing to feel broken, but I believed with my whole heart that I truly was broken. 

I began to base my value off of how wanted I was, in hopes that one day, if enough people 'loved' me, I would love myself too. I let people use me, and I stopped saying no, even though I wanted to. 

Thankfully I started meeting people who treated me right, even when I didn't expect them too; people who respected me, even thought I didn't respect myself; people who convinced me I was whole, to the point that I stopped feeling broken. I started to consider that maybe everything I had read and seen was a lie. 

Then I met Ash. 

He was gentle, he was kind, he saw things in me that I didn't see in myself. He opened my eyes, fixed my heart and taught me to love myself again. He was the opposite of everything I had previously read and seen. He loved every broken piece of me. How I felt mattered to him but the thing was, I found that I never felt fear, or pain when I was with him.

He helped me realize that the only thing wrong with me was the fact that I ever let myself believe that horrible lie for so long.  

I know porn, and I know love and I can say with 100% conviction that nothing about them is similar. 

Porn is the worlds best con artist. Porn is convincing, porn is cunning, porn is good at what it does. Porn sells lies as easy as it steals truth. Porn leads you to question your beauty, your value, and your worth. Porn doesn't discriminate, it can hurt you at any stage and any age of your life. Porn is as appealing as it is deceitful. It destroys from the inside out by working from the outside in. You can access it freely, but it always comes with a price. Porn lies, it will always lie. Porn is the worlds most dangerous act, because it targets your soul and hijacks your mind. Porn targets loneliness, rejection and fear only to ensure even more loneliness, rejection, and fear. Porn teaches boys to treat girls like objects and girls to think that it is okay. It doesn't matter how smart you are, porn can trick you, it will trick you. It tricked me. 

I have experienced porn, and I have experienced love. So please believed me when I say that porn is many things, but it is not, nor ever will be, love.      






44 comments:

  1. I just want to say "Thank You". I've been reading your posts off and on for a while and what you say here is very powerful. I've just recently read up on the anti-porn movement and I agree wholeheartedly- porn sex does not even begin to reflect the beautiful acceptance and love God has designed for us in marital intimacy.

    We don't have it perfect- no one does- and while the specific anti-porn movement your shirt is from does not fight against porn for the sake of choosing God's design for us, I think it's a step in the right direction.

    I'm so sorry for what you have experienced. Thank you for your vulnerability with many absolute strangers. You've touched my heart, and I want to encourage you that regardless of the feedback you may receive (though I believe it will be positive) that you have been heard, and loved for what you have shared.

    Porn succeeds in destroying love through lies, and lies are revealed as such when they are brought to the light. Thank you for bringing the lies you have experienced to the light so others can see them for what they are and seek healing as well.

    God bless you and your precious family.

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  2. You say Porn kills love. Is that true? I agree that Porn isn't and will never be love but in what way was it porn that killed love? I do not believe in this campaign although I do sympathize with what it's trying to say. Porn is like a gun, it can be very dangerous and harmful but in the end it was not the gun that pulled it's trigger.

    I think that people need to stop giving credit to porn for doing something when in reality it only takes. Porn doesn't kill love, a person's free agency after watching porn is what does that.

    "Porn is the best con artist" I believe porn is coning you still. I mean you're wearing a shirt that's advertising and reminding every poor hormonal kid (and adult) that porn's still out there and so easy to access.

    That argument might sound silly but I was once there. Talking out can help but it can also hurt that's why many avoid it. I don't think you've been fully held in the claws of pornography. I believe instead of sharing in such detail about your experience you should expand a little more on what people can do themselves to get help. That will help someone far more when their trying to forget about porn than reliving your addiction story in such high definition.

    You said your now husband saved you. Well, do you have any other ways to help those who are struggling with porn? Finding love seemed to just happened to you. How can others make love come into their lives when porn has such a strong hold on them? Not all of us can find a man like yours, not all of us should, and many of us have sunk far too deep into porn to be helped by a loving person alone.

    In the end you have to help yourself. How can people do that? Do you know? Do you know anyone who does? People are stupid, make your answer to simple and they'll say you don't understand, make it to detailed and they'll only use it to fall deeper into their problem.

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  18. I used to suffer from HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS for about 3 years. No medications or treatments ever really did anything for me (i tried them all no one work. but I was actually able to completely cure HERPES naturally after countless hours of online research. What worked for me is as follows: I saw Dr ILLUOBE Information online that he normally cure and treat disease and infirmities with his Herbal Medicine, I never really believed the people who where recommending him thou i saw on blog about 6 people where also testifying on how they were cured by Dr ILLUOBE, and still Ellen recommend Dr ILLUOBE who uses herbal medication to cure HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS and gave me his email, so i mail him He told me all the things I need to do and also give me instructions to take, which I followed properly.Before I knew what is happening after two weeks the HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS that was in my body got vanished. so if you are also heart broken and also need a help, you can also email him: drilluobe_herbalpractitioner@outlook.com. if you are infected with any disease like HIV,AIDS, CANCER,HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS, or any other disease you can also be happy like me by contacting.....
    Name: Dr.ILLUOBE
    What apps Number: +233542532107
    Email: drilluobe@live.com
    Website: http://drilluobetemple.webs.com
    I“m given you 100% grantee, soon as you have getting in touch
    with Dr.ILLUOBE your problems will be solved accurately.
    Thanks..

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  19. Hi my name is Kate Clancy, I’m 24 years old. My ex boyfriend he broke up with me 5 weeks ago. I’m currently 15 weeks pregnant. We were together for 7 years (engaged the last). The day he broke up with me he said he “wanted to find himself, wanted to be free, and was confused if he still wanted to be with me or not.” I was devastated but was cool and calm because he’s been dealing with depression for 4 years and I think the news of our pregnancy broke him. I knew he was unhappy with himself because he got in a real bad car accident 4 years ago that changed his life. He lost his football scholarship, the chance to go to school, and hasn’t been able to find a job. When he broke up with me he said that he loves me and always will love me. When he decided to split I decided I wouldn’t contact him because he wanted space, but he calls me at least once a day to check on me. At times he offers to do favors for me like being me things when I’m sick and wash my car. I agree to let him do these things for me because I miss him so much and it seems like everytime I see him he still kisses me and tells me he loves me. He still wants to go to all our sons check up and I do invite him to them. I’m trying to be strong but his actions are confusing me. This was the guy I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with.i was really upset and i needed help, so i searched for help online and I came across a website that suggested that Dr Unity can help get ex back fast. So, I felt I should give him a try. I contacted him and he told me what to do and i did it, then he did a Lover-spell for me. 28 hours later, my bf came to me and apologized for the wrongs he did and promise never to do it again. Ever since then, everything has returned back to normal. I and my bf are living together happily again..All thanks to Dr Unity. If you have any problem contact Dr.Unity now and i guarantee you that he will help you..Email him at: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com ,you can also call him or add him on whats-app:+2348071622464 ,his website:http://unityspelltemple.webs.com

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  20. REAL CURE FOR GENITAL HERPES, HIV/AIDS, CANCER, DIABETES, HEPATITIS B, VAGINAL AND ITCHING BURNING, WITH PROVE..

    THE ONLY TRUE HERBALIST MAN WITH TEST RESULTS(PROVE) OF PEOPLE HE HAVE CURED OF MANY INFECTIONS AND DISEASES, AFTER CONTACTING 3 HERBALIST ONLINE, BUT ONLY HIM COULD CURE ME OF 2 YEARS GENITAL HERPES...HE IS REAL AND GENUINE. HIS PHONE NUMBER IS: +2348078467513 AND THIS IS HIS EMAIL: herbal.home247@yahoo.com

    I am Grace Clark by names from USA, I was diagnosed of herpes in 2015 and I tried all possible means to get cure but all to no avail until i saw a post in a health forum about herbal doctor called DR. OKUNS who prepare Herbal Medicine to cure all kind of diseases including herpes virus, at first i doubted if it was real, but i decided to give it a try, when i contact this herbal doctor via his email i bought the herpes herbal medicine from him and received it through DHL within 3 days and used it as prescribed, i tested negative within 2 weeks of usage. you can contact him via E-mail: herbal.home247@yahoo.com for any types of diseases solutions or WhatsApp/call him on: +2348078467513

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  21. Hello, everyone! I,m here to explore blogs and forum about the wonderful
    and most safe cure for HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS (HSV).
    I was positive to the deadly virus called HERPES and i lost hope because i
    was out casted and rejected even by my closet friends.
    i searched on-line to know and enquirer about cure for HERPES and i read
    someone testimony on how he was cured from HSV-2 so i decided to contact
    the same herbalist because i know that nature has the power to heal
    everything.
    i contacted him to know how he can help me and he told me never to worry
    that he will hel me with the natural herbs from God!
    after 2 days of contacting him, he told me that the cure has been ready and
    he sent it to me via DHL and it got to me after 3 days!
    i used the med as he instructed me (MORNING and EVENING) and i was cured!
    its really like a dream but i am so happy!
    thats the reason i decided to also add more comment of Him so that more can
    be saved just like me!
    and if you need his help you can email him on Dr.ojokarootandherbal@gmail.com or you add him on his whatsapp number +2348144172934
    DOCTOR Ojoka CAN AS WELL CURE THE FOLLOWING DISEASE:-
    *HERPES
    *HSV 1 & HSV 2
    *ASTHMA
    *DIABETES
    *EPILEPSY
    *CANCER
    *INFERTILITY
    *STAPHYLOCOCCUS.
    *ALS
    *HIV /AIDS
    *HEPATITIS B
    *Kidney

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  22. Good day everyone. I have something to share with you.. My name is Andrew Ryan USA, my girlfriend and I were separated for a long period due to some misunderstanding, I came across different spell casters and they were all unable to bring my lover back. I was so sad and almost gave up on him when i met a spell caster called Great Doctor Omoluyi who helped me get my lover back. Ever since then i have been so happy and couldn't believe it would happen. He also helped me with success spell, I have been living happily with my lover now and will be getting married soon. Here is his contact Email: [ Doctoromoluyispelltemple@gmail.com ] if you need his help on getting your ex back, stop your marriage from crumbling or you need success in every aspect of your life. He is really a good spell caster.

    Email: [ Doctoromoluyispelltemple@gmail.com ]
    Cell Number: +1 (914) 517-3229.

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  23. I want to let the world know about Dr uyiosa herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person that i can boldly say he can cure any types of Disease.i was having HIV for more than 8 year when i meant Dr uyiosa online on how he has cured so many people and how greatly he has helped many individuals online,so i contacted him and explained my situation to him and behold i was cure with his herbal medicine and now am living happily, so to anyone issue on hiv/aids challenges i advised that you contact druyiosabalogun@gmail.com he can also cure any disease such as(1) HIV/AIDS(2) HEPATITIS B,(3)DIABETICS,(4)CANCER,(5)HERPES(6)He can also bring back your ex back,(7)LOVE SPELL,(8)PENIS ENLARGEMENT(9)LYME DISEASE, He is the great herbalist man called Dr.uyiosa i must say a big thanks for curing my HIV/AIDS, i own you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.his Mobile number+2349056708611

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  24. i am Rose from UNITED STATES i was diagnosed with HIV/AIDS for over 12 years which made loose my job and my relationship with my fiance after he discovered that i was having HIV, he departed from me i tried all my best to make him stays with me, but neglected me until a friend of mine on Facebook from Singapore told me Great healer, who will restore my life back with his powerful healing spell, he sent me the email address to contact and i quickly contacted him, and he said my condition can solved, that he will treat the disease immediately only if i can accept trust him and accept his terms and condition, i Agreed because i was so much in need of help by all means, so i did all he want from me and surprisingly on Sunday last week He sent me a text, that i should hurry up to the hospital for a checkup, which i truly did, i confirm from my doctor that i am now ( HIV NEGATIVE) my eyes filled with tears and joy, crying heavily because truly the disease deprived me of many things from my life, This is a Miracle, Please do not en-devour to email drtebe2@gmail.com or whatsapp Dr Tebe on +2348140544262 for healings Thanks

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  25. Am really happy that i and my husband are cured of (HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS) with the herbal medicine of Dr Marko , i have been suffering from this disease for the past 3 years without solution until i came across this doctors who have cure so many people with his herbal medicine, i also choose to give him a chance to help me and my husband, he told me what to do and i kindly did it, and he gave us his herbal medicine and direct me on how to use it, i also follows his instruction for use and he ask us to go for a check up after 3 weeks and which i did, to my greatest surprise our result came out as negative, we are really happy that there is someone like this DR Marko who is ready to help anytime any day. to all the readers and viewers that is doubting this testimony stop doubting it and contact this Dr and see if he will not actually help you. i am not a stupid woman that i will come out to the public and start saying what someone have not done for me .contact him now if you are also in need of help via email templeofsuccessandlove@gmail.com or whatsaap number +2348075705225 may God bless you sir for all your good works. contact Dr Marko today for your following diseases below

    HEPATITIS,
    CÁNCER,
    HIV

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  26. Am here to appreciate Dr Aba for using his herbal medicine to cure my Herpes virus. since 3 years now I have been living with this virus and it has been giving me challenges, I was so perplexed cause i have been taking several drugs to be cured but all of my effort was in vain,one morning i was browsing through the internet then i saw several testimonies about Dr. Aba curing people from Herpes virus and immediately i contacted Dr. Aba on his email: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com, i told him about my troubles and he told me that i must be cured, gave me some instructions and which i rightly followed. so he prepared a herbal medicine for me and sent it to me which i used for 2 weeks and everything was like a dream to me and my Herpes virus was totally gone, why don't you contact him today and be free from your diseases because he is very good and honest Doctor. contact him via email; dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com or whatsApp him on +2348107155060

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  27. Hello, everyone! I,m here to explore blogs and forum about the wonderful and most safe cure for HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS (HSV).
    I was positive to the deadly virus called HERPES and i lost hope because i was out casted and rejected even by my closet friends.
    i searched on-line to know and enquirer about cure for HERPES and i read someone testimony on how he was cured from HSV-2 so i decided to contact the same herbalist because i know that nature has the power to heal everything.
    i contacted him to know how he can help me and he told me never to worry that he will hel me with the natural herbs from God!
    after 2 days of contacting him, he told me that the cure has been ready and he sent it to me via DHL and it got to me after 3 days!
    i used the med as he instructed me (MORNING and EVENING) and i was cured!
    its really like a dream but i am so happy!
    thats the reason i decided to also add more comment of Him so that more can be saved just like me!
    and if you need his help, you can email him on traditionalherbalhealingcentre@gmail.com or WhatsApp +2348140033827
    I,m neme amber and you can get intouch with me via nemeamber@gmail.com

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  28. How i get my ex girlfriend back:I need help in my relationship check on Dr Trust website and contact him now http://utimatespellcaster.com/love.html

    I"m Corey Edward from US Florida..This is my testimony on how my ex girlfriend come back home..i want to say a very big thanks and appreciation to Dr. Trust for bringing back my lover who left me. One day as i was browsing searching on the internet for recommend spell caster who will help me to bring my Ex Girlfriend back,Finally i met a writing how so many testimony talking about Dr. Trust who restore relationship back,so i email him and he cast the love spell,luckily within 24 hours my Girlfriend really called me and started apologizing for all she had caused me.and begging me to accept her back and we are living happily and our relationship is now very strong, I am the happiest man on earth today because Dr. Trust has done a wonderful deeds,my Gf now love and respect me. Email him for your relationship help. Or check on him on his website for others testimonies of his client. http://utimatespellcaster.com/love.html

    Ultimatespellcast@yahoo.com or Ultimatespellcast@gmail.com

    WhatApp or Call him: +2348156885231

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  29. After 9 years in marriage with my hubby with 3 kids, my husband started going out with other ladies and showed me cold love, on several occasions he threatened to divorce me if I dare question him about his affair with other ladies, I was totally devastated and confused until an old friend of mine told me about a spell caster on the internet called DR. Okojie who help people with their relationship and marriage problem by the powers of love spells, at first I doubted if such thing ever exists but decided to give it a try, when I contacted him, he helped me cast a love spell on my husband and within 24hours my husband came back to me and started apologizing, now he has stopped going out with ladies and he is with me for good and for real. Contact this great spell caster for your relationship or marriage problem and all kinds of problem you find difficult to resolve and he will put a lasting solution to it. You can also contact him if you are unable to bear children. Here is his email drokojiespellhome6@gmail.com

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  30. I have been suffering from (HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS) for the past two years and had constant pain especially in my knees. During the first year,I had faith in God that i would be healed someday.This disease started circulating all over my body and i have been taking treatment from my doctor, few weeks ago i came on search on the internet if i could get any information concerning the prevention of this disease, on my search i saw a testimony of someone who has been healed from (HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS) by this Man Dr Aba and she also gave the email address: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com of this man and advise we should contact him for any sickness that he would be of help, so i wrote to Dr. Aba telling him about my (HERPES Virus) he told me not to worry that i was going to be cured!! hmm i never believed it,, well after all the procedures and remedy given to me by this man few weeks later i started experiencing changes all over me as the Dr assured me that i have cured,after some time i went to my doctor to confirmed if i have be finally healed behold it was TRUE, So friends my advise is if you have such sickness or any other at all you can email:: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com or whatsApp his number on +2348107155060

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  31. Am here to appreciate Dr Aba for using his herbal medicine to cure my Herpes virus. since 3 years now I have been living with this virus and it has been giving me challenges, I was so perplexed cause i have been taking several drugs to be cured but all of my effort was in vain,one morning i was browsing through the internet then i saw several testimonies about Dr. Aba curing people from Herpes virus and immediately i contacted Dr. Aba on his email: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com, i told him about my troubles and he told me that i must be cured, gave me some instructions and which i rightly followed. so he prepared a herbal medicine for me and sent it to me which i used for 2 weeks and everything was like a dream to me and my Herpes virus was totally gone, why don't you contact him today and be free from your diseases because he is very good and honest Doctor. contact him via email; dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com or whatsApp him on +2348107155060

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  32. I am Tom Kingsley. It's been a while since I've written to thank you for my life Dr OHIKHOBO who helped me in my life. I was infected with HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS in 2016, i went to many hospitals for cure but there was no solution, so I was thinking how can I get a solution out so that my body can be okay. One day my Aunt Rosa introduce me to Doctor OHIKHOBO having seen so many testimony online about his herbal medication to cure HERPES and gave me his email:drohikhoboherbalcenter@gmail.com , so i mail him. He told me all the things I need to do and also give me instructions to follow, which I followed properly. Before I knew what is happening after one weeks the HERPES that was in my body got vanished. so if you are you are having herpes or any kind of disease listed below *DIABETES *CANCER* HIV *STROKE *INFERTILITY *HEART DISEASE and you also want cure, you can also email him at:drohikhoboherbalcenter@gmail.com and call him via+2349053294137 or whatsapp him via +2348103601042 here is his website http://drohikhoboherbalcenter.webs.com

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  33. I want to let the world know about Dr Bello herbal cure is 100% Guarantee percent sure to cure your. HIV/AIDS ,He is only person that i can boldly say he can cure any types of Disease.i was having HIV for more than 3 year when i meant Dr Bello online on how he has cured so many people and how greatly he has helped many individuals online,so i contacted him and explained my situation to him and behold i was cure with his herbal medicine and now am living happily, so to anyone issue on hiv/aids challenges i advised that you contact (dr.ewadudemuspellcaster1960@gmail. com) he can also cure any disease such as(1) HIV/AIDS(2) HEPATITIS B,(3)DIABETICS,(4)CANCER,(5)HERPES(6)STAPHYLOCOCCUS(7)He can also bring back your ex back,He is the great herbalist man called Dr.Bello i must say a big thanks for curing my HIV, i own you in return. Thanks and be blessed sir.his Mobile number+2348107996445

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  34. Good day to all viewer online am Monica Watson From USA..Texas am so happy sharing this great testimony on how i was checking for solution in the internet then miraculously i came Across Dr.Zuku the powerful herbalist that Cure Numerous individuals Herpes Simplex Virus,so I contacted him base on the testimonies I?m seeing about him on the internet, I was cured too by him, kindly contact him today through his email he can help you..drzukuspelltemple@gmail.com and so he can cure types of diseases like,HEPATITIS B,DIABETICS,CANCER,HPV,LOW SPERM CAM.. all thank to you Dr Zuku for your kindly help in my life his Mobile number +16177296273

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  35. Hello everybody,
    I don't just know the reason why some people is finding it difficult to believe that there is a cure for herpes, I have been suffering from herpes since last three years with my boyfriend but today I am happy that am cure from it with the herbal medicine of Dr Aba the great healer,I was browsing the internet searching for help when I came across a testimony shared by someone on how Dr Aba cure his herpes I was so much in need of getting his treatment but after all Dr Aba brought a smile to my face with his herbal medicine. I am so much happy today that we have someone like this great healer out there, so my people out there kindly contact this great healer on his email address: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com please sir keep your good work cause there are people out there who is in need of your healing medicine.once more contact him now: dr.abaherbalhome@gmail.com you can call him or whatsApp his number +2348107155060

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  36. I can't express my Happiness but to say thank you Dr Zuku for bringing joy to peoples faces with your incredible herbs. i was infected with two difference disease HSV-1 & HSV-2 ..and when i met a friend of my who directed me to Dr.Zuku, he sent me bottles of herbal medicine that cure me from HSV-1 & HSV-2 if you need help or you have a problem, there is nothing Dr.Zuku can not do,so e-mail him with this mail address: drzukuspelltemple@gmail.com
    He also have the herb to cure.
    (1) HERPES,
    (2) DIABETES,
    (3) HIV&AIDS,
    (4) URINARY TRACT INFECTION,
    (5) HEPATITIS B,
    (6) IMPOTENCE,
    (7) BARENESS/INFERTILITY
    (8) DIARRHEA
    (9) ASTHMA...
    (10) HPV
    (11) CANCER
    12) HE ALSO HAVE SPELL TO BRING BACK YOUR EX
    So friends my advise is if you have such sickness or any other at all: Email drzukuspelltemple@gmail.com contact number +16177296273

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  37. Good news!!! I want to say a big thank to the Calvin for share testimony about the help Dr Ere did for him. I'm Natalie Erica by name from Canada,I was a herpes patient to Dr Ere before i was cure from herpes by the herbal medication I receiver from Dr Ere,I never thought that herpes can be cure until I met Dr Ere who use his special medication to heal me,Do you want to get in touch with him for cure too contact him by E-mail: dreremuselespell@yahoo.com or text and call him through this number +12137698736 and he shall help you

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  38. This is Dr. Wakina’s season, the season he restores joy, peace and prosperity to broken relationships/marriages. He is the one and only spiritual healing doctor that has the power to do unimaginable things with his email:- dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com. With big faith and trust I have on Doctor I got results 7days after some inspirational spell cast that brought my husband back and made him realize his mistake for leaving us because of misunderstanding we usually had because of his affairs with his concubine. He realized after the spell that no woman is prettier than me or any woman that can love, care and satisfy him like I do. He realized he has a beautiful and promising family.
    I was not afraid contacting Dr. Wakina because I know he is one of the genuine spell doctors that can bring back my better half without negative effects. I am exited you read this wonderful testimony from a happy wife and mother. I pray and wish unending joy, peace and prosperity in your relationship/marriage… cheers!

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  39. My heart was filled with remorse and pain for the past 7 months when my husband ended our marriage and went to his EX lover because i was unable to give him a son. I was so devastated and almost committed suicide because of the love and affection i had for my husband. I searched and asked everyone i knew for help but all my efforts were useless not until i was refereed to Doctor Casera by Oliver who i met online that he could be of help to my marriage for he has helped her before. I got in touch with the Doctor and i poured out everything i had in mind to him and he encouraged me and promised to make me smile and make me live a better life by getting my husband back with his powers between just 24 hours. I believed in him and to my very eyes, my husband came on his knees pleading for forgiveness to come back and rectify his mistakes and today we are living with so much Joy and happiness. If anyone out there needs help of any-kind, get in touch with the Doctor now for he will help you out.. E-mail: relationshipsolutionhome@hotmail.com OR call/text: +1 (518) 460-6400 & website: http://relationshipsolutionhome.webs.com/

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  40. Hello everyone out there, I am here to give my testimony about a doctor who helped me in my life. I was infected with HERPES SIMPLEX 2 VIRUS, i went to many hospitals for cure but there was no solution, so I was thinking how can I get a solution out so that my body can be okay. One day I was in the river side thinking where I can go to get solution. so a lady walked to me telling me why am I so sad and i opened up all to her telling her my problem, she told me that she can help me out, she introduced me to a doctor who uses herbal medication to cure HERPES SIMPLEX VIRUS and gave me his email, so i mailed him. He told me all the things I need to do and also give me instructions to take, which I followed properly. Before I knew what is happening after 3 weeks of taking the medication, i started filling some changes in my body. I went to the hospital for medical check up and to my greatest suprise, my doctor confirmed me Herpes Simplex 2 Virus negative. so if you are also heart broken and also need a help, you can also email him at moonlightherbalcure@gmail.com

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